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What about the promises we made?

2005-06-28T21:17:59Z

My batmitzvah's over :( It was really fun though, thanks to everyone who was a part of it! I got pictures...

My Uncle Rob, ADORABLE Olivia, Aunt Tracy and ADORABLE Luke <33333

My Grandma and Poppa<33

LUKE!! haha in my Aunt Tracy's legs..? He's so adorable I love himm!!!

The adorable Luke and adorable Olivia<3333333

"West Side Wagners" Haha.. (Left to right) Uncle Steve, Mikey, Grandma, Jenny, David, Aunt Angela, and Ariana

Mi familia<3

My Dad and Me<33333

Me in my GORGEOUS dress<3

This makes me so sad

I'm gonna go cry now...

I was like in love with my hair! Ask Sarina and Vanessa, I would NOT take it out.. haha

MY BATMITZVAH = LOVEEEEEEEE

<33333333333333333

--Lauren

I want to say it but I'm afraid I'll regret what you say back

2005-06-21T20:34:54Z

HAHA such a good time today so far..

So during the spanish final it was Ana, Shannon, Laura, Sisi, Rob, Joey, and I. Me and Ana were listening to her Ipod shuffle but then the teacher yelled at us so we stopped. I started to write like pages and pages of songs and poems and I made this awesomeeeee thing about friends. I love it.. I'm so good at this stuff lol! But then everyone was reading it and being like *gasp* and *gasp times 42*. But anyway, Shannon's phone started ringing in the middle of the test, so she's was turning like bright red, and the teacher was like, it's okay, but turn off the phone so it doesn't happen again! so shannon's like, It was my mom, but alright, so called "turning it off"... five seconds later.. its starts blasting again.. haha lmfao! The teacher was like, "Go outside RIGHT now and shut that crap off!" I was crying.... so funn!!!

Then Noelle came over after school and I forgot my key in my house, and no one was home...*oops* So I'm trying to call my mom and sister and see if they can come and unlock the door but no one was answering. So then we saw that kid Brendon in 6th grade, the kid who was in juvie (sp) And he almost lit my house on fire, so Noelle threw him out. Then she called Mike so he came on his motor scooter trying to help us open up a door that was on the top of the house, but open. So we tried lifting up Noelle but she was too scared, and Me and Noelle aren't strong enough to lift Mike up, so Brendon and his friend came up, and Mike lifted Brandon up to do it, but he was too little and couldn't reach! Haha I'm like.. "Interesting day... woke up... Straightened my hair.. had a spanish final... had a kid hanging off of my house" haha.. so then my sister came home with her friends and the guys left.. so me and Noelle headed for town. We stopped at the pool and talked to Allen and Mike for a little bit.. Then we went to starbucks and went back to the pool. And she said something to me that TOTALLY made my day.. but I can't say! Then we just talked with Allen, Mike, and Kevin for a little bit, then went back to my house to put swim suits on. When we got back, it was Allen, Mike, Kevin, Eric, Gab Veteri, Sam Veteri, Allison and Sarah. We hung out and went on the slide.. I went down and scraped up my back :( and of course, 4 days before my batmitzvah when my dress is backless!!! AH! Anyway, then Allison, Noelle, Sarah and I just swam in the pool and hung out.. Then they left.. me and Noelle left.. Noelle is now at soccer practice and I'm waiting for her to come back because we are having a sleepover tonight..

But anyway, yesterday Colette came over. She helped me with a bunch of my batmitzvah stuff, and it was a GREATT help. I love you! thanks! But it was really fun.. we talked while we were doing like.. everything! I guess I'm having a good week.. but OH SOO STRESSFUL!!

--Lauren

I've got another confession to make.. Im your fool

2005-06-17T01:12:39Z

HAVE NOT UPDATED IN FOUR YEARS AND A CENTURY BUT WHOO CARES?!

Alright.. lol so sad! today was the last full day.. omfm I'm going to miss this year.. this was like the best year of my life! I'm taking this time to reflect :)

Spanish Class - AH SO mucho funo. Sisi, Rob, Joey, Crystal, Shannon, Ana, Laura, and I... so much fun this year.. I thought I'd hate spanish, but I look forward to in the morning :) So many great timess, I love you guys<3333

Social Studies- Wow.. I thought I'd never survive this death cell with Mr. Marr! But.. class was AWESOME! Ariel, Kara, Sam-a-lam, Charles, Derek, Kevin (I), and I.... but then.. ALONG CAME MISS VANESSA GUILARTE! hhahahaha bessttt times in SS.. telling dumb blond jokes.. then really dirty jokes.. then really bad jokes... haha I love you guys, you made SS not boring... well, almost.. haha I <3 YOU ALL

English - Gooood timess... MISS MURPHINATOR! (aka ms murphy or KRISTIN in FV ;) ) Veteri, Jenna, Laura, Derek, Joey, Sam-a-lam, Crystal, and I. Great timess with listening to Mr. Wynne and Ms. Murph fighting.. haha i love you guys

Tech- MAD CRAZY TIMESS cha cha cha.. charmin! ahaha! Steph, Alaina, Allen, Sisi, and I. tech was definitely the shit this year<3 love you

Home Ec. - Shannon, Giana, Nick, Ana, Sisi, Chris and I. so fun! making dirty shaped pretzels ;) haha and with miricle worker.. SHANNON, LET ME SLAP YOU! hahaha fun-ness

Art- Sisi, Kara, Giana, Colettiee<3 making my cherries into DIRTY THINGS! haha.. Colette: "I was just innocently making a pineapple, I looked up, and saw smoke!" hahahah so friggin hilarious! Besst times<3

Health- AWESOMEE times! Allen, Eric, Sisi, Marena, Steph, Nick, Chris, "Wally", and I. hah..Ms Michel: I wont come to your funeral Nick: Oh.. I SEE HOW IT IS! hahaha mad crazzyyy timess <3 love you guys

MATH CLASS- holy moses, I'm never going to forget this... WE ARE DEFINITELY MR. WYNNE'S FAVORITE CLASS haha.. everyone breaking out into song: "That's just the way it is.. nothing will ever be the same!" haha ... and our "6-some" - Veteri, Alex, Sisi, Derek, Joey, and I.... so much fun.. stealing Joey's food.. haha and Gab being SO retarded... "YES THERE'S ONLY 20 MINUTES LEFT!" mr. wynne: was I supposed to hear that? hahahahahahaha and aginan.. alex: What's 8 x 9? gab: 42. alex: that's not the answer, gab. gab: Oh, sorry, I was thinking of 8 x 7 alex: That's not 42 either... hahaha lmfaooooooo! I love my math class with all of my heartt<3333

LUNCH TABLE<3 Alyssa, Shannon, Kimbo, Alex, Colette and I... so many awesome times with you girlss, I'll never forget them ... "Hey, you have nirvana water? That's a band.. they make water?" ROTFF!!! haha I love you guys<3

Gym- Holy mother.. everything about this class was AMAZINGG<3 Alyssa, Shannon, Kim, Jenna, Veteri, Vanessa, Vanessa, Giana, Laura, Leigha, Colette, Allen, Eric, Tom, John, Derek, Joey, Sisi, Patricia, Wally, EVERYONE was in this class.. haha.. WAY TO TOUCH MY ASS, JOHNATHAN! hahaha nicee times outside during capture the flag.. BLUE ALWAYS WINS, BITCHES! haha.. and eric, derek and sisi always siding with the girls! proving Darren wrong that girls kick assss more than guys.. so much fun this year.. I never knew how awesome physical education could be

Band- even with mr. torentte the rapist, band was awesome. Colette, Laura, Ana, Shannon, Patricia, Kara, Alyssa, Jackie, Giana, Wally, Jenna, Allen, Eric, Sisi, Joey.. so much fun! haha.. when anthony hit shane in the balls with the drum stick.. he was on the floor dying.. then we hear allen... HOW WOULD YOU FEEL? ALL YOU GIRLS ARE LAUGHING.. THIS HURTS LIKE GETTING HIT IN THE BOOB ONLY FORTY TIMES WORSE!! hahahahaha lmfao.. awesomee times loves<3

Science- Wow. Is all I can say. Science class is my main reason for going to school. Honestly, I love you every single one of you.. Alyssa, Danie, Derek, David, Ryan, Jonathan, Ray, Alex, and Kara is all we need. Playing push... writing pen on eachother.. trotting around the room :)... Doctors.. passing notes during movies.. In the womb video.. Derek: wow, that chick is hot! never mind, she's fat.. me and Danie: SHES PREGNANT! derek: still, shes hot for a fat lady! hahaha lmao.. fish swallowing.. me: "okay, eating a goldfish cracker is fine, but when you swallow your own pet, that's just wrong!!!!" hahahahaha this is seriously my favorite class ever.. good thing it was saved for us at 8th period<3 I live for our moments together.. I love you guys sooo much<3 I'm never going to forget these awesome memories... you guys are my everything

Dance - flipping AWESOME... gianas little sister has a dirty mouth! haha lmao at the recital.. giana, allison, noelle, rachel, alaina, laura, tina, alyssa, myself and more.. I love you girlies so much<333

Softball girlies!!!! Sarina, Carolyn, Nicole, Danielle, Nicole P, Laura, Wally, LeAnne, Erica, Christina, Jackie, and I... best timess girls<3 Virginia is going to be the frigging shit.. and the summer is gonna being roaring with thunder<3

That took a while, but 7th grade was definitely my favorite year so far.. summer '05 will be hott.. but we'll see about 8th grade.. when we will rule.. mwahha.

only 8 days to go :)

Alwayss and Foreverr

Lauren

I have a confession to make.. i'm your fool

2005-06-05T00:48:14Z

WOW. Haven't updated for like forty years and thirty days.. but oh well. School was good? Wow I don't even remember.. its been like 2 weeks since I updated.. I used to update like every day.. I'm such a busy person ;) Well in health we're watching some random canadian TV show that's like rated X.. idk it talks about really nasty stuff.. Whatever, it's Ms. Michelle.. what do you expect?

Well Gab came over yesterday.. it was fun.. we were going to walk to Ashley's house but it wasn't that nice out so we just hung out.. talked online.. "surfed the net" wow I've never said that in my entire life. lol any way.. so then I slept over Colette's house.. SOOOO fun times like a zillion kabillion. AH I love Colettie. I can talk to her about anything.. good times lovieee<3 Haha so then I went to Cassie's bat mitzvah.. she did so awesome! I'm going to miss you babe<3 Then I went to the mall with Rachel and got a really pretty half shirt.. yellow.. lacouste? Idk I didn't look at the tag :) Then we hung out at her house.. really fun... lol I found out that Jonathan was in my preschool class :() who'd think of that? I was like HOLY MOTHER! haha.. then I think I'm having a sleepover with Nicole and Danielle tonight? I don't know.. then tomorrow morning we're playing softball game 12 and under (us... we rock) against the 14 and under team.. both yorktown.. come.. 9:15/30am at the admin. field..... later loves

We might as well be strangers...

2005-05-24T23:02:08Z

AH! It's so weird having team K not being here.. there's like.. seven people in my health class.. its fun but weird.. same with gym and band. its just weird.. lol IDK. Wow.. science has been like my favorite class lately.. me and Derek just keep passing notes to eachother.. same with me and Alyssa.. only we just usually talk. LOL. Me her and Derek make "Push" games like 'old days' haha. It's so funny when we do them to everyone.. AH i love them all! During gym, we're playing kickball and football and my team is like.. the best at both! it's fun..... I realized that the only reason I like school is because of my friends! I would not be able to live without you guys <3 OMG something made my effing day today! But I can't say.. wow that was pointless. but that's going to like.. get me through the next few weeks! LOL. AHA dance was really fun today with Allison and Alaina! best times girls! Ah I'm so tired and my stomach is killing me. I did like.. 400 something sit ups/curl ups last night.. even though i should have done WAY much more.. but my stomach hurts and I don't know why. Whatever. I'm so glad I didn't have softball today.. I'm just not in the mood. YAY I'm sleeping over Beena's this weekend.. and we have a stupid softball tourny! Yay about that? I don't know lol. GG.. mi padre es un asshole. ;) byee

--Lauren

Don't get too close- you're flirting with disaster

2005-05-19T19:48:45Z

Hey-

Havn't updated in a while.. surprise surprise.. I never do. Whateverr.. so like.. last year and a day ago was Jenna's party.. it was really fun. I was only hanging out with a few people but it was fun. But I fell and everyone laughed at me and I have a huge bruise on my stomach :( bummer. And someone there pissed me off SOOO MUCH! I wanted to go up to her and say "You are a bitch skank hoe and you should go to hell," but I tried to contain my anger ;) Anyway.. then this week was good.. we do like nothing in class anymore though because of the other teams going to/at Frost Valley and because teachers are grading tests or whatever. Um.. I hung out with Ashley on Sunday... kind of random.. but it was fun. Then I think I'm going to Alaina's tomorrow but who knows. AH yes.. yesterday was really fun. During band, we had to march outside so me and Alyssa were marching and dong the BEYONCE at the same time, it was really funny. Then as usual.. Allen got pantsed... lol. Okay.. I dont what else to say.. I'm just really bored. Someone write me an excuse letter so I dont have to go to hebrew school?

brok3n_hearted @ 2005-05-13T18:40:00

2005-05-13T22:51:20Z

Oh god, today was flippin' crazyy! So the bomb threat thing.. yeah.. wtf, man our schools are so messed up! 2 fires and a bomb.. what's going to be next, Mrs. Grimm is Osama Binladen and we hold the Weapons of mass destruction?? Whatever, anyway, basically I was hanging out with Vanessa, Charles, Kevin I and Derek the whole time.. it was really fun, we just kept pissing off Mr. Marr.. god I hate him!! Anyway.. I was supposed to walk to Colette's house with her, but then the lady was screaming at me and wouldn't let me go on the bus with her because I didn't have a pass. So I was going to go on my bus, but I didn't have my key or my cell because we couldn't go back in the building... so I'm like calling everyone I can, and I'm just like SCREW YOU ALL! Haha but then Diane snuck me onto Colette's bus.. I was ducking down the whole time.. haha that was so funny! So then me and Colette were at her house, but no one was home and she didn't have a key so we went to walk down to Allen's house.. then we met up with Bryan and Zach N. and started to go to his house. Then they thought that Allen wasn't home so Colette called her house to see if her mom was back yet, and it turned out that her sister was there the whole time.. so we started to walk back to her house, when these ass whole high school kids came like speeding up in their car and squirted me and Colette with water guns, so Colette yelled FAG! haha it was really funny. So we kept walking, and they came back again, squirted us more, and I was like F*** YOU! haha it was great! So then Allen called and was like, why arent you guys here.. because he was there in the first place, so Zach and Bryan went to Allen's and me and Colette just went back to her house. Then people came over to Colette's.. me, Kim, Allen, Mike D, Eric, Bryan, Zach, Alyssa, Shannon, and then like.. five years later Allison. It was reeeeeeeeallllllly fun. VERY greeeatt times, guys lol.. so now I'm here.. yeah......... I think I'm going to Battle of the Bands tonight but I want to see who's going first.

--Lauren

Frames can't catch you when you're moving like that

2005-05-08T03:26:51Z

Hey-

Havn't updated in a while because I've been at Frost Valley! Oh god, it was soo much fun, I loved it. My group was the best <3 Me, Alyssa, Alex, Alaina, Rachel, Sam, and Kim!

Wed.- We went to FV (um duh) and Derek, Sisi, and David carried my bags :) haha.. then my activity for that day was canooing (sp).. it was mf FREEZING!! My hands got like frozen.. ahh! Then that night we had color wars.. yeah green! haha we looked so ghetto and hot in our fake uniforms! Haha great times girlss<3 So yellow won the tug of war, grey won for best team cheer, and my team and some other team won for best team spirit! What do you expect.. my group is like.. ALL the dancers. haha.

Thurs. - AH best day! We went on the leap of faith thing.. awesome.. jumping off a forty foot platform to hit a ball and hang in the air on a harness... good kind of fun. haha, then we did low ropes and I got a splinter :( it was deep. Whatevs, it was all good. After that we did stuff.. then we went to the rock wall.. YES I climbed the hardest one all the way to the top ;) I'm so proud! haha Then we had a dance/canteen.. I danced my ass off.. i have been dead since then lol! I was one of the winners for the girls dance off! But probably only because I can do the "Beyonce" better than Beyonce ;)... I can. I know. hehe. Then after the dance all the guys came back to our lodge. I hung out with Veteri, Gab L, Jenna, Dana, Domi, Ashely, Joey P, Derek, Charles, Kevin I, and Rachel. We played "Hard core Rock paper scissors" for a while and then Truth or dare. Haha Ms Murphy had to play, and she had to kiss Mr Wynne ;) it was so fun!

Fri.- Last day :( Took a hike to a waterfall! The waterfall was really pretty but holy holy was I tired! I couldn't walk up any of the hills.. I just kept sitting down and being like I give up! (I'm pretty sure my ass and the rest of my body gave out from doing the Beyonce so much the other night!) So then we left.. yeah. So I went to canteen.. it was really fun, I had an awesome time. I think that was the best one I've been to so far. Even though my antenae (sp) broke in half! haha. But it was good to see everyone again.

Today - Went to Maci's batmitzvah, I had a really good time. It was a really fun party! Me and Colette came in third for Coke and Pepsi.. hell yeah. haha

Here's pictures from before FV and at FV:

Before Frost Valley

- Sam-a-lam and Vanessa <3 My only loves in social studies! haha

- Sam-a-lam and little miss gab veteri <3

- Molly Mac and Kim-a-lim!

- haha! Derek wanted to take a picture when Mr. Wynne walked in.. (I circled him for all of you non-team-H people knew who he was )

-My girliess <3 Excpet for Jabori who just kind of popped in there... haha Veteri, Ashely, Gab, Jabori, Bridget, Maci, Alex, and Jenna!

- Rob the pimp and his hoess! haha Kim, Rob and Kara

- Veter love and me! AH I look horrible! What an ugly duck.

- Once again I'm an ugly fruit but now with Lover Colette<3

- Lover Lyssa and Kim-a-lim!

- hah... even though Maci's the only normal looking one.. haha, Jenna, Alex, and Maci

- Lyssssssssssssssa<33

- "Back off, bitches." Haha, Joey and my husband Sisi

- Kara and Alyssa!

- HAHA Veteri and Joey looking high.. mwahaha

- Derek! And look: he's smiling.YAY!

- It isn't really the best picture of him, but AWWWWWWWW! Jonathan is the most adorable boy I've ever met! Haha good times

- My favorate picture. haha, Allen said he had to pose in his "trademark" move. haha<3

- Alex and Colettie <3 haha

Frost Valleyy

- Me and Alaina on the bus <3 (my trademark move)

- Green team table! YEAHH! haha.. Alaina's head isn't really seen, but she's there.. Then Alex is partley shown.. lol.. Then Rachel, Me, Sam, Alyssa and Kim!

- Alyssa and Kim sad.. because they can't use their cells. haha

- okay, my other favorite picture at frost valley.. haha Derek carrying my bags ;) <3

- Alaina in her sexy yellow rain coat that looks better on me ;) haha lol

- Alaina's team spirit nails! haha funny stuff love <3

- Green team rocks assss man! Haha! Sam, Alex, Alaina, Alyssa, Me, Rachel, Kim, and Kristen! (Ms Murphy.. she let us call her Kristen.. haha)

- Me and My husband, but he said black people can't smile in pictures so.. he's not smiling. ?

- Jenna, Gab, Ashely and Vanessa <3 Even though she looks like she's high.. mwaha

- Sam-a-lam <3

- me jumping of the 40 ft platform to hit the ball.. WHICH I did ;)

- Me hanging in the air after my landing.. haha I'm such a loser

- Alex and I canooing (sp)

- Mrs. Hildinger on the ground after jumping off leap of faith!

- Ms. Murphinator jumping off leap of faith.. who's scared of heights! Yay Kristen! haha good times

- me on the top of the rock wall! yay! haha I finished :)

- me crossing a REALLY small tiny wire that's supposed to be a bridge.. ah I so felt like I was going to fall in!

The whole entire green group at the waterfall

-The pretty waterfall!

-Kind of a random picture, but the rocks were kind of shaped like a heart, so I thought I would try to get a picture bud it didn't quite work..

I guess that's it... byee

--Lauren

Although you can't see the my face, you know I'm smiling the whole way through

2005-05-02T00:55:49Z

Hello--

Sarina's batmitzvah yesterday, it was really fun. She did so fantabulous.. AH she looked soooo gorgeous, I wanted to kill her.. ahh she had the perfect dress, the perfect hair, the perfect party, the perfect EVERYTHING. haha! AH I'm so excited for FV! 2 more days! Haha I can't wait, it's gonna be awesome... and 55 days untill my batmitzvah! Yay! Maci's this week too.. :) I'm so busy with Jewish things. hehe well anyway I'm soo happy because I lost like four inches on my stomache since the begining of april, so maybe I can wear that bikini in the summer after all ;) Anyway.. I miss spring break.. it needs to come back!! Whatevs.. AH I loved my outfit on Thursday.. haha I sound so odd, but I am in love with it. My new GLO caprize, black tanktop and my grey sweatshirt shirt thing... I don't know whatever. Shannon came over on Friday and we got our nails donee and I went to get my hair cut.. it's in layers and short.. ah my back feels naked! haha but yeah.. then we went to Canteen.. it was okay I guess.. So today I had my audition for GYPSY. Man, it felt like it took FOREVERR! Haha but I think I did just dandy.. then my mom had a little purse and jewelry party.. YAY! I got a coach handbag and Dior sunglasses :) I feel so rich.. haha

--Lauren

I love you, I hate you, I maybe you tomorrow

2005-04-23T19:25:31Z

Pictures from break!

My house with Alaina and Kim, 4/15

Alaina showing off her figure.. haha

Kim the garbage monsterrrr.. mwahahaha

Me as the garbage monsterrrr

mailboxx chixx<33 haha so great

Alaina.. hugging the porter-potty.. yes, I'm sure she wasn't high!

Kim went in, smell came out.. haha

Hug a tree! or an electric wood pole thing.. haha

My foot got caught in the sewer.. ?

HOLY MOTHER! I loveeeeeeeeeeeee this picture of Alaina! I think she looks like a model! AHHH IM INLOVE

a cool tree and an even cooler tire swing

Hot on the car.. AH NEED A BREAK! hahaha

um, Alaina wanted me to take a picture of her in midair... it didn't really work ;)

Danie and Alyssa came over/Alyssa sleepover 4/17

reeeeally good drinks that my mahj made for us <33

Lyssa and her drinkie <33

Ahh I look really odd.. me posing with my sexy drink

AHHH im so ugly! I had the sugar stuff on my lips.. yes, I know, I look like a fish

Alyssa in the mirror! The other side... du du duhhhhhhh haha

uh oh.. alyssa the fashion police woman is hurrrr!

Sleepover with My LOVVEEE Sarina Rae <333

I lovee this picture! hahah my beena

haha this is just sarina taking random pictures of herself.. nice work! haha ilove her soo muchh

yo hoe.

aiiiiiiiiii?

Sarina Rae = MINE

Sarina loves you!

Sarinnnna

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hmmmmmmmmmmmmm

Sarina is obsessed with this picture, so I had to put it

Pretty picture! (Because she's thinking of me)

Sarina's obsessed again.. :)

Beena and Me <33

smooch to sarina <3 hehe good times

*gasp*

woot woot toot! haha

I'm black compared to you! hahaha fun feet moments

resting toes

Sarina and Lauren Foreverr... writeen on the WALL! haha

yay!

With Alaina

It's blurry but if it wasn't.. it'd be funny

random picture of the street that I took upside down ;)

me squinting! Ah I'm so odd looking

me EYESS they are green and blue and orange and multi colored ;)

byee loves

--Lauren

brok3n_hearted @ 2005-04-22T00:48:00

2005-04-22T05:02:48Z

Hey-

So I had my party/get together thing yesterday, it was really fun. It was me, Kim, Alaina, Sarina, Dylan, Vanessa, Ashely, Nicole, Daniela, Danielle, Allen, Mike, Shannon, and Alyssa, I had a really good time, we hung out at my house for a bit, then went to the park for a few hours, and back to my house. Everyone was throwing popcorn down their clothes though, it was soo funny. We stuffed popcorn down vanessa's shirt and pants, and we're like, its the new way to stuff your bra! hahaa great timess girlss<33 but then she stuffed a cookie down my pants so I had crumbs all over me!! Haha but then Mike was lonely and didn't want to walk home alone, so me, kim, and alaina walked him home in the drizzly rain, it was so fun. Mike was trying to scare them and being like, oh these people murdered so and so, and Alaina got soo freaked out, it was soo funny. So then I slept over Kim's house with Alaina, and we were making answering machine messages, it was really fun. We were playing all these weird games, it was hilarious. Then online.. me and kim were crying when we found out about when someone did something to themselves.. hahaa it was greaatt. I love you girlss... So I came home, went to hebrew school, and I came back.. holy crud, I had like theee best convorsation with nicole ... I love her, no one understands! haha she's my lez and my nigus. and we are in the FBI! haha I loveyou. So Saturday is passover.. another cool jewish holiday... So that's all for now, I guess.. byee

I can tell you my love for you will still be strong..

2005-04-20T15:13:39Z

Ahh..

Sun. - three softball games, first one: we won 10-3 second: we won 4-0 third: lost.. to taconic. AH I hate them. Then Daniela and Alyssa came over and we had soo much fun.. we were talking on the phone a lot, I was peeing in my pants, it was soo funny. It was great. We called some 1800 numbers.. ;) Then my mom made us "cholcolate margaritas" they were really good, and we had littl umbreallas and I had confectionet (SP) sugar on the side to look like salt, it was fun. Then Alyssa slept over, and we were making fun of people in the year book, and we played sims and made Alec and Larissa McMot. :) Good times, I love you Lyss <3

Mon.- Tues. - I slept over Sarina's house, I don't think I've ever laughed so hard! <33 Sarina was being soo stupid.. hahaha she's hilarious! We went bike riding, went on the trampoline, called everyone for the thing at my house today, called 1800 numbers, hahaha it was great! Than we went to Mighty Joe Young's with Dylan and Dylan's mom. we drank virgin pina cooladas and it was really fun. Than Sarina slept over, and we went to friendly's, where sarina *so smartly..* spilled ice all over herself.. haha. Then we came back to my house and watched Dude, Where's my Car?? Haha I love that movie. Than we came into the computer room or whatevs. and took pictures of eachother like crazy.. and I'm singing for Beena at her batmitzvah and making her a collage of all the pictures from last night. I'm excited!

Today - Sarina went home :( but my "party" ish thing is today! Ah I'm so excited but nervous. We're probably going to play manhunt and it's supposed to be like eighty degrees today, so thats always a plus! AH I have to go clean my house.

--Lauren

I never will forget those nights, I wonder if it was a dream

2005-04-17T23:05:15Z

Yay! I'm so happy, I got a bat mitzvah dress, it's so pretty. It's halter and poof.. this lady comes up to me at the store and she's like you look so georgous, like a princess, I'm like thanks! it was funny. It's light yellow and makes me look really tan :) so yeah, i had my first tournament for softball today.. round robin at taconic.. we won the first two games and lost the last, but hey, we did good. so friday, alaina and kim came over, it was soo much fun, i'll post pictures when my computer gets wired and stuff.. i love you guys so much! Still having the houssee party... probably going to be wednesday, friday, or next monday.. i'll let you know!

--Lauren

I still hope that you will miss me when I am gone...

2005-04-15T01:12:43Z

Hey.. school wasn't bad today.. ah ms michel scares me in health....... HAVE YOU EVER LOOKED AT HER... haha. I love Nicole Kahn, she is mine. haha so we had the frost valley "discussion" today.. parts were so stupid. this is the list of stuff we can't bring:

Walkman/Ipod (which soo sucks for a two hour bus ride to nowhere)

matches (damn, i was going to light my cabin on fire)

knives (shit what will i kill people with?)

Ahh teachers can be soo stupid sometimes. So I finished decorating Vanessa's locker, and it looks so much hotter than it did before. So i think i'm decorating danie's locker tomorrow too, but i lost her combo! Still having a house party over break! And I'm really excited because I'm going bat mitzvah dress shopping SATURDAY!! haha. First tournament for softabll against taconic (i hate them) and tomorrow Alaina is sleeping over ! byee

If I can't be true to myself to get to you, then tell me how fake I have to be..

2005-04-12T02:28:45Z

Haven't updated in so long because my computer sucks, but whatever. I don't really remember all the things that have happened between now and the last time I updated, so yeah. I had my play over the weekend, it was good, I guess.. but the backstage stuff was soo much better. I love everyone in it except for the retarted theivs in the cast, but no problem, the cast party made up for it... haha I love you guys <3 So school was really gay today because of some stupid fire alarm thing.. I've heard so many rumors about it, like someone sprayed axe on it, or an eight grader pulled it, but I don't really care. But the other "emergency" thing, the smoke was right in my art class, so it was freaky. Haha that was so fun, outside with Giana, Collette and Kara. Are you praying? haha. and with collette's channel 12 interview... I was just sitting there, innocently making my pineapple... hahah i love you! I can't decide if I want to make an xanga or not.. someone tell me.

So I'm having a bunch of people over for the break.. comment/call if you want to come too..

--Lauren

brok3n_hearted @ 2005-04-01T22:36:00

2005-04-02T03:37:45Z

Had like THE best time today with Vanessa! We walked into town to KFC and Starbucks it was great. And in starbucks i was licking the whipped cream off my straw and this guy looks at me and starts like licking his straw like full out with his tounge and omg he was sooo gross! So on the way home Vanessa was cracking me up every second, I had to like spit out my drink and crap, I love her. Then we came back here and was talking to everyone online. I was talking to her ardsley friends and one of them wanted to get a pic. of her naked so we got a picture of little miss piggy flashing the camera, it was hilarious. And I was almost going out with her friend mike.. whatever haha. Then we made up a song to baby got back but the girl's to the guy version, it's soo funny! I'm obsessed with it. So much more stuff but I don't want the world to know everything. Then I have an all day rehersal tomorrow so I wont be home! Bummer. I LOVE VANESSA! Oh my god, Becky, look at his ass. It is so firm. He looks like some guy who works out for hours.....But I want a guy who’s is out there like one two three four BING! So woman, yeah? Woman, yeah? Has you’re boyfriend got the ass? Hell yeah! Then shake it, shake it, shake you’re firm ass rump. Baby’s got back... and front..... haha I love vanessa too much!

--Lauren

When I looked in your eyes it was you. Now I see someone cold, that I never want to love

2005-03-25T17:26:28Z

Hey, haven't updated in a while but that's okay.

Last week: Molly's party, it was really fun! I was so tired though b/c me, gab d., alex and jenna had been dancing all day from the rehersal for the stupid play. But it was great. So on Tues. I went to see Phantom of the Opera after school. It seams like it would be boring but it was soo great. The leading guy was really hot and had the best voice I've heard in my entire life. It was amazing. Then I slept over Alaina's house two nights ago, it was one of the best I've had, I love her. We were just talking about like randomness half the time, it was really fun. Then we went shopping yesterday at Westchester mall. I'm not going to list what I got but I did something soo stupid. We went into bath and body works, and there's this scent that I really like, so I go and grab a bottle of what I thought was the lotion and buy it. So at the food court, I'm just like hold on I want to use my lotion, so i squirt it on my hands and its all sticky and gooey and gross! It was this like body scrub you put on in the shower but it wasnt shower gel! So we had to go back and return it so I got the normal good body lotion. Yeah so after we shopped we went into this store and layed down on the massaging chairs, it was soo cool. It felt really good especially b/c it gives you a foot/let massage (why wouldn't you want that after shopping?) and it did this really hard thing on your shoulder blades and it made Alaina look like she was doing the shimmy at high speed, it was so funny! So then we went to Alyssa's party, it was really fun. No one was dancing though so I was just pissed that I wouldn't be able to dance with anyone I know, but I still had a good time.

--Lauren

brok3n_hearted @ 2005-03-13T00:09:00

2005-03-13T05:12:54Z

Hey-

I slept over Shannon's house last night, it was soo much fun! We were talking to Sisi for practically three hourse straight.. it was great, I love you guys. We made up a song that we're going to play at my batmitzvah for candle lighting for my friends. It's hot.

So Alyssa my love is over right now and we're having a sleepover.. well apparently, since it's 12:10 am.. haha but we're having fun.. I'll try to write soon.. bye!

--Lauren

this is the time to go back and do all the things you ever wanted..

2005-03-09T01:00:59Z

Sorry, I havent updated in a long time. My computer is screwed.. i don't know whatever. So I made up with the person I was pissed at I guess. The teachers in our school are so retarded. I have 3 projects all due like next week, and all at the same time. Has anyone ever heard of spacing it out? I was kind of mad at someone today but I don't know, I want to talk about it with someone but there's no one to really talk to about it because they'd either not know what I'm talking about, go tell the person I'm mad at, or think I'm stupid for being mad at them. life sucks sometimes. and all the kids in our school can't live I guess without stabbing a friend in the back. but enough about negative crap. Dylan came over after school and we made cookies! haha so probably this weekend I'm having a sleepover with hot alyssa mutarelli, but I don't know, so make plans. anyway, if you hate band class, join my club. I also have another club going, it's the I HATE SARINA CLUB because she's too effing perfect. It's me, Shelby, Gabby Lawrence and Sarina. (Sarina felt lonely :) ) haha but at hebrew school we're doing stuff on the holocaust and we watched a movie called "The Wave" I didn't really get it untill the end. All the people we really ugly and cheesey. haha but I guess that's what you get when you make a movie in like the seventies. I feel so bad though, Sam sprained her ankle and Noelle like tore her miniskis or something. Haha I had no idea how she said it.

--Lauren

Everything has gone wrong, make it worth your own while

2005-02-27T02:58:30Z

Hey-

Haven't updated in a while because my computer has been dying. Whatever, so I got back from Florida, yeah, and I have some stuff for people, so yeah. So the canteen on friday was really fun, I had the best time I've ever had in a while! So then today I went to Colette's and we went to get our nails done and watched Mean Girls, that was fun. But she also told me about someone who I thought was my friend talking behind my back saying ridiculous non-true stuff, so I don't think I'm talking to them for a while and I don't think I want to invite this person to my bat mitzvah, because she's a back-stabbing, no good, dirty rotten a.w. bitch. Oh and did I mention? so is _+_ (im not saying names because I'm not immiture like you).. don't think I'm stupid, you ass wholes, I know it was you prank phone calling me. You guys have no lives. I'm not even friends with you, I hope you drop fucking dead.

Why does everyone in this mother fucking world hate me. Just someone help me drop dead. Everything is going wrong.

Hang on, you'll get it right

2005-02-15T05:02:52Z

Hey..

Hebrew school today.. usually I would say I wanted to kill myself, but I actually wanted to cry.. it was really interesting but really sad. Some people from this group, JACS came, they were drug addics/alcoholics and were talking about how all their life how they were drug addicts.. okay it sounds really bad, but I feel really bad for this one guy, he seems so sweet and nice and he had like the worst life, I feel so bad. He was like abused by his dad and was beat by his teacher and started to get drunk and do drugs when he was 6 or 7.. that's just sad. But then he said that he did like acid and saw his dad being stabbed and then saw the toilet and tub attacking him.. (acid makes you hilucinate) and I got so scared.. he had done like every drug by our age and he got into jail when he was like 14. He got homeless, he saw his friends died from getting too high right in front of him, and it was just so scary/sad. He was like oh it feels so good getting high but it comes back to whip you right in the face and it screws up your life, and even though he said it's good you could tell he was telling the truth the whole time because it does feel good, but then it screws up your life. Even though I'm just repeating what everyone else says.. I think he should come to our school because he'd have such an impact.. I'm in love. Haha so is Alexa, but yeah. So I'm going to Florida tomorrow! Call my cell phone to just tell me whats going on in school and life, or just to be a decent friend. :)

I'm seriously going to have nightmears about this guy's life. You don't know how scary it must have been, I probably would have like killed myself.

--Lauren

brok3n_hearted @ 2005-02-09T16:08:00

2005-02-09T21:16:14Z

Five days!!

2005-02-05T02:18:39Z

Hey-

Finally went to school today and I felt so bad, I wanted to die. But anyway, the day was good I guess, and Shannon's little juice helped haha I love you Shanona. But yeah, I guess I "held up" okay, but when I got home I just completely collapsed and I wanted to fall down. So I don't know if I'll want to do anything tonight, but I'm aiming for the weekend to be better because if I'm not, I'll be mad because MY BIRTHDAY IS ON WEDNESDAY AND IT'S LESS THAN A WEEK!! So, yeah, I'll be dissapointed if I'm not better by then. So my dad left for florida a few days ago and I didn't get to say goodbye so I'm a little sad about that, but I'm talking to him online and stuff. He's been going all over the country every year for the past few years to go to the superbowl with his friends and it's cool I guess but it's always like right before my birthday so I'm always just a little sad or scared his plane will crash like 911 or something. I know, I am making it sound bad, but it scares me. But I'm going on a plane soon to florida myself! My birthday present :) I'll buy you something pretty.. tell me what.

--Lauren

ps. if you have any pictures of yourself or you and me.. something like that, send them to me.

Nine Days

2005-01-31T22:14:43Z

Hey -

If anyone wants to call me and tell me what happened in school today, you're more than welcome. (Sick today :( Bummer) But yeah.. Rachel's bat mitzvah was on Saturday.. it was so fun. Then me and Noelle had a sleepover but I woke up with a fever, so yeah. Then I went to a bat mitzvah showcase thing, holy shit, they had these humungis trucks that you could use to go to the party, I so want to use them, they're awesome. They have like lighted up ceilings, Fridges, bathrooms, a huge TV, radio, tables, it's so cool. I really want it but it's like 400 dollars, so I'm not counting on having it, but I'm still hoping. So today I just stayed home and slept for the whole day and I totally feel like crap right now because I feel like my throat is closing up! I have like rabies now.. ? I am scared now.. I'll be dead. But I keep losing my voice every 10 minutes and then every 15 minutes, I have to shove like hot water down my throat because I can't breath.

Being sick sucks.

--Lauren

It got closer and closer, but just fell apart at our hearts

2005-01-17T01:46:10Z

Elo' there !

Haven't updated in a while, but it's okay because no one reads my entries anyway. But anyways, I went over to Rachel's yesterday and we went shopping at Westchester Mall with Marena & Alaina! It was so fun - we have to do it again. Then we went back to Rachel's and played baulderdash.. haha that was so effing hilarious. I was pissing in my pants! <3 I love you guys so much! So then this morning I had to go to softball practice at the Peekskill Armory ? It felt like a jail.. it was so weird. Then my coach wound up throwing the effing ball at my arm and I have a gigantic bruise that hurts like hell !! Whatever. But I'm supposed to have a sleepover with someone tonight but that certain someone hasn't called me back, so if anyone wants to hang out - you know what to do. My birthday is in officially 25 days, so remember the date. Someone just comment/say words.. I need to talk to someone about stuff.

--Lauren